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Why?? With only one decision that I have to make I should feel guilty…made me so uneasy of myself, being not me, left alone…Does anyone understand me…realize that I’m also here…not just a ghost that floating through event which forever unnoticed by all…Why?? I such a hypocrite to pretend like I’m okay when I’m not…Why?? Can’t I just put out of my mind what has happened to me…Why?? Everybody can be so happy while I’m not…Why?? It is easy for me to understand others when they are not…Why?? I’m being left alone when I try to be me…Why?? My life shouldn’t be ‘life’ enough….Think I never heal my own heart…Days go on and on for what I made wrong…If I just can flee away…Leaving this soreness forever…