11.2.10

Budak February & Lesbian


Budak umur 8 dan 7 tahun..sila jgn lambung syiling konon nak tgk sape jodoh lagi yer..wth~ Hepi Birthdate korang..thanks Nanad,thanks Titiey.
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notakaki: saya tau ini sgt lesbian..tolong diam !!
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jangan marah aku..
asrul.mimha.mimda
(lesbian yang terperangkap dalam tubuh lelaki)

9.2.10

Repekan Aselu VIII

The new color on the lines of mine.. and yeah!! that red is not real red..close to pink actually..wth..pls don't say anything!!~
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Model No : 21
Duration for Completion : 3 nitienights 0 day
Theme Song : Undisclosed Desires
Value : Original BAN DAI,u noe la kan? satisfaction..hell yeah!!
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footnote: happy CNY & happy travel everyone !!

5.1.10

Being Stupid.!

Every of us hope the best for our self. For peoples around us. For peoples that we love. Some may do everything to satisfy others. One may not. Thats called selfish. Self centered. Anything related.

Every single way taken may not be the good way. It may be right to some peoples. And. It maybe wrong to some. It maybe satisfiying enough for some peoples. And. It may not be for other person. The end didn't justify our means. Even. Some end can be justify by our means. Each of its had one thing to be made. Decision. Opportunity cost. Result. Risk. And. Outcome.

Decision. It better be good for all of us. Don't take others for granted. Value others like ourself. Cold-hearted. Only for some reason and purposes.

There are others that don't want to be like the others.And. There are some tend to be "its just me".

23.12.08

Littlest Thing of Memories...

There is good and there are evil, right and wrong, heroes and villains, rich and poor, rich in gift and poor in gift, rich in love and poor in love. If we’re blessed with wisdom, then there are glimpses between the cracks of each, where light streams through, I wait in silence for the these times when sense can be made, when meaningless existence comes into focus, our commitment come to attention and our purpose presents itself. If we have the strength to be honest to our self, letting our egos free, what we find there is a solution that staring back at us, our reflection, bearing witness to the duality of life as each one of us are capable of both the dark and the light, of good and evil, of either, of all. Sometimes we didn’t realize of hurting our closest one, it hurt much but what it means to us.

The destiny, while marching ever in our direction, can be rerouted by the choices we make, the love we hold onto and the promises we made and keep. Letting go all those things even it seem unfair and holding to something that I believe is right one for us.
Ashyraf POV: The only thing that matters now is who laugh last?

(* Heroes 3-13)


Never heard of someone ever said that life was fair and I’m not saying that it should be, knowing that you are what you want to be and I’m not comes as no surprise, but don’t expect me to be happy for you and don’t smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too, I don’t want your pity cause I hate your pity. My envy can’t describe how I loathe you for having all the stars, leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine, yet it’s you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve and I’ll tear off your face to see your smile.
Ashyraf POV: Be hate because of what you are rather be hate because of what you are not! Play with ashyraf then till died you see the wrath.

(* Congratulations, I Hate You)


Never put the blame onto somebody else if all things that happen come from our mistake. Instead of pointing your finger to someone else it is better to find your mistake and try to take it to the better level. When the passions just lost and all the trust is gone, way too far and way too long to just get it back.Just take a look of our self at the mirror before we can see another person image.
Ashyraf POV: Look at yourself first; think of what had you done before saying anything.

(* Point the Blame)


Once a friend lend on a shoulder to share their problem, once they are crying with you and given the trust that no one should have. A problem be solve with a full advice and support but a friend may be a enemy of ours one day or just forget what we had done before to them. Forgetting who we are to them and what we had done for them before. Time does change so for some people. All the hard time together being ignored after having a happy life with others and as for the one who had been left now suffering alone without someone with them.
Ashyraf POV: Friends comes, friends go.

(* Friend for Rent)